And... do you regret it? [Fic 1/?]

[amnos_oh_mi_ya]

Title: And... do you regret it?
Pairing: Ohno Satoshi/Ninomiya Kazunari
Rating: PG
Lenght: chapter
Genre: angst, drama



Bit by bit, the room started to be full of boxes with stuffs inside of them. Their weights were difficult to move but between two people, the duty was easier. Sometimes the furniture could bother them to pass with the boxes in their arms as they laughed because of the strange poses they had to make to pass.
After a lot of hours working, the move was complete and the two boys who did it where exhausted while their bodies were resting on the sofa. A few drinks after, the owner’s friend decided to come back to his house.

“Thank you so much, Jun-kun. You have helped me a lot” his face expressed a tired, grateful smile. His friend denied.

“You’re welcome, it was funny” Jun’s hand patted his shoulder to say goodbye and the owner closed the door as he sighed wanting to sleep urgently.

He went to the bedroom and put the futon on the floor, but when he started to undress, he realized how sweat he was; a shower was required. He was alone so he could walk naked through the house. Before he came in the shower, he looked himself in the mirror and rubbed his hair with both hands closing his eyes. When he looked again, a shadow ran behind him.

At first time, he was afraid but his mind maybe was so tired that it could already see even a flying elephant. He focused in cleaning his body with the hot water which was falling over him. He rubbed his skin slowly with a bit of shampoo and when his hands started with the hair, he felt somebody behind him so clearly. His throat swallowed the amount of saliva which his dry mouth could produce. His feet moved to turn around and see what he had staring at his back. His gaze looked afraid to see what he did not want to see and he found nothing.
His mind was so tired of all and he ended in the shower to walk out and dry his body up. His hair was still wet but that was not important, he needed to rest and sleep for many consecutive hours. But when he lied down on the futon, he could not reach the sleepiness; his eyes were so open and the darkness was so unrelaxed that night. Maybe it was because of first night, he thought, but inside of him, he was not sure. He never felt something like what he lived in the bathroom. He would not forget that fear filing his soul for a few seconds in which he turned around to face that presence.

He took the decision to stand up and drink some water, maybe it would help him to calm his temples. Meanwhile, he thought in what it could be. When he talked with the house’s seller, this man did not speak about some ghost wandering around, although if he would have done it, nobody had wanted to live there.
Even so, he was convinced about he was with some spirit towards him. His deeper thoughts were praying that it was only his stupidities of always but his rational part sensed someone more by his side, it was so annoying and desperate.

Finally, when he walked in the living room to catch a book to read, he saw it, he saw a boy, a younger boy looking at him with amused expression, but for some reason, pale and lifeless. His heart stopped a second and his voice wanted to get out like a scream. He pointed the presence with a finger and the presence stared at him unbelievable.

“It can’t be! Can you see me?!” the presence ran until the man and the owner made a few steps backwards.

“Who are you?!” he was shivering and his mind was blocked full of fear.

“I’m Ninomiya Kazunari, don’t be afraid, I won’t hurt you” he rose a hand like a promise as his face continued totally amused. “And your name is…?

“Oh-Ohno Satoshi” his voice trembled a little feeling the panic through his veins but he did not move. He stayed still facing that presence who called himself Kazunari.

"I can't believe that you can see me..." the presence sighed relieved and seated on the sofa like if he was a real person in his house. "I was bored with nobody to talk" he pouted and for a second, Ohno saw him even cute. "Sit with me and talk for a while, please" Kazunari was arrogant and annoyed. Ohno was irritated rather than scared and that was unusual.

"I won't talk with a ghost, that's the least that I need today" Ohno closed his eyes frustration. How had he ended living with a ghost? Even if he wanted to tell Jun, his best friend, he wouldn't believe him. It was so surrealistic that he opted to go to the bed and discover if that entire crazy situation was a nightmare.

When he opened his eyes again, the ghost was not there anymore. A shiver went up through his spine and he started to see the room darker. Ohno was telling himself mentally that all was unreal but the fear was squeezing his soul. And then it was when a whisper was spoken in his ear.

"What a pity, Satoshi-kun..." Ohno swallowed as his eyes rolled frenetically around the room to find the ghost but he could not see him. The lights started to blink and he tried to breathe deeply calming his mind to think coldly. It was clear that the ghost was playing with him, Ohno had to give him what he wanted.

"Okay, okay, I'll talk with you" Ohno seated on the sofa seemed calmed and the ghost appeared again faster than a light.

"Good boy" Kazunari smiled and Ohno tried not to punch him hard, among other things because his hand would touch nothing and he would seem so stupid.

Ohno waited for something more, for questions to answer, for more paranormal activities but nothing came. He turned his head to see Kazunari and he did not feel fear, he looked at the ghost analysing his face, his gaze, his hair, his complexion. Ohno found a scared boy, he knew it because his eyes were looking for something constantly but nothing was found. A sense of pity was created inside of him and a strange interest made him to talk.

“Ninomiya-kun, right?” his mouth hesitated and the boy nodded looking him with a serious expression. “How did you die?” his mind was centred in one thing and it was his death; he needed some type of explanation of why he was there. The boy raised his eyebrows and smiled bitterly.

“I killed myself” he said calmed and Ohno swallowed tensed. “I cut my veins and bled out” Ninomiya watched Ohno’s reaction and he was paler than the ghost.

“Did nobody find you?” he asked more interested. “You look so younger to have lived alone” Ohno tried to know all the ghost would want to say.

“You’re right, I was 17 years old but I was always alone, so it was easy” Ninomiya nodded slowly and giggled because Ohno had an anguished face.

“And... do you regret it?” the boy looked at the man thinking how dared he was. Ninomiya liked brave people so he continued answering.

“At all” because of some reason, Ohno felt a huge desire to cry abruptly and he could know that it was what the boy was feeling in that moment. “Okay, I’m not used to talk so much already, go to sleep, I won’t kill you in the middle of the night” his voice was impregnated of irony. Ohno wanted to reply but the presence vanished leaving no proof about his existence.

He was so disturbed and he was not afraid anymore about a stupid, arrogant ghost. His legs could not almost walk and his entire body felt even sick. This time he could sleep. His eyes were closed and his mind disconnected of the world for many hours. Ohno forget about the ghost, about his story and how he felt while listening it and he could sleep finally.

Meanwhile, a boy was seated in a corner of the room watching the sleeping man. He bit his lower lip worried of something inside his mind. Deep in his heart he was grateful for having someone to talk but in the other hand, how would it be? Maybe all his peace could break in pieces with a strange in his house.

It was a paradox, he had dreamed about someone to talk again for a lot of years but now that he had it, he was afraid. His soul was broke enough to receive more pain. He was broken, he could not trust anyone and Ohno would not be an exception.



It's kinda short but I want to see if you like it or not. (I hope that it'll be yes >.<)
Btw, comments are so welcomed, I love read your opinions ^^

Comments

[reveetoile]

It sounds like a really interesting concept. I would like to read more about this ^^

[amnos_oh_mi_ya]

I'm glad to hear that!
Thanks for reading ^^